BENEDICTION

I'd like to be able to say I am going to step forward and help everyone who is suffering and in pain and lonely and hungry and without home but I can't be sure I can live up to that promise even if I want to because I am scared and busy and old and just one and I don't know how to begin or end or even what to do in the middle which are all pathetic excuses allowing me to live comfortably and not be troubled.